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Oh my I suck at these.. I am a full time professional model, fetish performer, and adult actress. I have been doing all of the above since shortly after turning 18 - I feel as though it's always been my calling. I enjoy what I do, therefore I ALWAYS produce the best quality of work for my clients/viewers because I'm really into my job. I book just about ANY type of modeling work you can think of.. as well as shoot custom requests for fans if there's something in particular you'd really like to see of me. I'm not shy, very open minded, and quite laid back - so feel free to ask me anything!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Flat tire...

So... I needed a day to rest.. to REALLY rest yesterday.. I tried, I really tried.. but my mom sent me a sweet email, and I had flowers (gladiola bulbs actually) I bought for her that I needed to give her.. so alas I went over.. I love my mom, but she depresses the hell out of me.. she looks after her mother, another depressor since my grandmother is 94 and doesn't even know where she is anymore.. but my mother actually had the audacity to tell me I'm going to work for the rest of my life, there will be no big break, or a multi-million dollar company or idea I'll come up with.. that I'll never retire.. I'm going to work until I'm dead.. wow.. GREAT motivation there.. granted she thinks I'm some bum who just lost her job (I did just lose my day job, my steady income.. and I AM looking for another one.. I'm a workaholic, I can't help it..) but what she doesn't know nor realize is that I do run several of my own websites, I do professional modeling, I model for other people's sites.. etc etc.. anywho... I still can't believe she said I'd work for the REST OF MY LIFE.. I have big ideas.. ones she'd never understand.. trust me ;)

Well, I never made it to get that tire repaired yesterday since I stopped over at her place.. so I'm off to do that now... praying there's enough air in it to make it to Discount Tire Co.. luckily there's an air pump in my complex.. bleh.

xoxo

1 comment:

  1. It was a pity no one had commented, so I wanted to be your first......er, the first one to comment.

    Im sorry your Mom brings you down so much. That was a terrible thing to say to you. Crushing someone's hope is just about the most cruel thing you can do. I just hope you know she is only bitter about her own life, and that none of what she said is true.

    I haven't known you long, nor do I know you well, but what I have seen from you makes me believe that great things are in store for you. You are smart, and funny, and kind.....and very beautiful. Stay true to yourself, and wonderful things will happen for you. Promise!

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